Mad House

my brain feels like a dialogue between whack-jobs. and now i talk like i think, and sometimes it works, and sometimes it backfires. and sometimes i don't notice which one.

and all i want to do is wake up the night.

/nevin/

the fast life of a fool

I'm having quite a bit of fun indulging in self-sabotage. It's interesting to see how I can screw up seemingly simple situations, sometimes I even surprise myself. There's something exciting about burning bridges, but at the same time, something very sad.

Take every chance you've been given, it will only provide you with stories to tell.

/nevin/

It Was Spectacular

I've decided to start writing a new screenplay. One that I would actually want to see as a movie, and not just a class assignment. There are a lot of things I want to do with it, but with everything I write, I don't really want it to seem like I'm the main character. I seem to always have that conflict when writing. I mean, I know the characters I'm making up are not who I am, but I always think when someone else reads such story, or sees such movie, that they're gonna be like, 'hey, that's nevin.' But I don't think it is, so I guess we'll just see.

I also want to write music to go along with the screenplay.

it's going to be fun.

/nevin/

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Delupitary Disease Disorder Syndrome Cancer

symptoms: shakey right foot.
oral obsession.
disordered speech.
confusion.
and pretty eyez.

treatment: sex.
and lots of it.

Taking the pain out of painting.

The cops busted in. Through my house. To my bathroom. They kicked in the door. I was on the john. Yes, the John. They said, "Nevin Horton! You are under arrest!" I said, "That's just damn inconsiderate!"

Cops are really good for nothing sometimes. You get robbed, they come to your house, they look around, the usual I suspect. Then they say, there's not a lot we can do for you. You say, what the hell, pull out the detective kit, get some finger prints, check for stray hairs, that was an expensive TV! It could have been a toaster oven, and then there would be reason to follow every lead. Take it to the FBI! The toaster oven is gone! There will be no more toast! or Poptarts!

good will, peace, love, and hamburger helper,
/nevin/